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Questions I Despise -poem-A thousand miles away.  
And it seems more and more that the distance is more than physical.  
My love,  my heart,  lie with you in complete trust,  and yet the words seeping from your lips  fall on unbelieving ears.   
And how it pains me to doubt,  how it kills me to question.  
Does that make me sane,  make me rational?  Or am I cold and cruel,  incapable of love of any true kind?   
My mind yearns for you,  my soul bleeds to have you near.  To touch you,  
to kiss you,  is the purest bliss.  
 
But are you even yourself anymore?   Questions I Despise -poem-
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Adultery -poem-Temptation.  Secrecy.  Lies.  Deceit.   
Hiding.  Adrenaline.  Fear.   
Stay or go?  Love or lust?  Right or wrong?   
Choices.  Decisions.  Consequences.   
More lies.  Vicious circle.  Lost bonds.  Trapped hearts.   
Why?...Why not?  Lust?...Love.   
Now?...  The end. Adultery -poem-
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Blissful Ignorance -poem-I look into your eyes  and my reflection shines brightly  
on the surface.  
 
But farther down,  do I dare to go?   
To dig past the wall,  to peer through the layers  that have built up over the years.   
Have I the courage  to see more than the ring  that sits faithfully around your finger?   
The ring I gave you.   
Shall I listen closely  
and pay too much attention  to the desperate longing in your voice?   
The yearning that casts in your eyes,  when you think I'm not looking,  and indulge yourself in fantasies of her? &nb Blissful Ignorance -poem-
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Mutilated Humanity -poem-Society's masochistic fascination  with beauty in terms of pain,  is nothing but an excuse to mutilate an “image” of defection  
for those whom could never appreciate the value in flaws of variation.   
And by calling it “perfecting” we seek only the hopeless,  that which is impossible to obtain...   
For humanity's vain obsession with perfection  rots itself from the inside out,  festering and decaying until all that is left  is everything a person never wanted to be,  and a vague reminder of who one could have been.   
And then not even futile regrets Mutilated Humanity -poem-
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Ironies -poem-Your intoxicating scent wafts through the air,  the most putrid, unpleasant smell lingering and tormenting my mind.   
Your kisses linger on my tongue,  
a most bitter flavor that plagues my mouth.   
The rainbow made of promises gleams beautifully,  yet the colors blur together in a smear of a hideous brown.   
You say all the right words  but the notes fall flat on my ears.   
Your fingertips brush my skin in a loving caress,  that tears my flesh to hostile shreds. Ironies -poem-
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What I Need -poem-Want me.  Need me.  Cherish me.  Understand me.  Comfort me.  Know me.  
Love me.   
Even at my very worst. What I Need -poem-
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I Constantly Thank God For Esteban

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 20, 2009, 3:23 PM
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Give us this day our daily dose of faux affliction
Forgive our sins forged at the pulpit
With forked tongues selling faux sermons
Because I am a new wave gospel sharp
And you'll be thy witness
So gentlemen, if you're gonna preach
For God sakes preach with conviction

Strike up the band
Oh, the conductor is beckoning
Come, congregation, and let's sing it like you mean it
No, don't you get it, don't you get it?
Now don't you move

Just stay where I can see you
Douse the lights

We sure are in for a show tonight

In this little number we are graced by two displays of character
We've got the gunslinger extraordinaire
And a walking contradiction
And I for one can see no blood from the hearts
and the wrists you allegedly slit
And I for one won't stand for this
If this scene were a parish you'd all be condemned

****This is a shortened, condensed version of Panic At the Disco's "I Constantly Thank God for Esteban"

Why you may be asking? Because I felt like it. Please, do not take offense to this, I certainly wasn't trying to step on anybody's toes... But honestly... These lyrics speak the truth, and I felt like sharing them with dA.

Also, on a side note, happiness is still here! And so is artistic inspiration! I'd lost it for awhile, but I do believe I've stumbled upon it somewhere in the recesses of my oh-too busy mind. :XD:

....Oh! I'm busy for Thanksgiving, so I won't be on long enough to respond to messages, and I'm EXTENSIVELY backlogged as it is, but I will try my hardest to write back ^_^

<333 love!!!
~Kakes

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Well, writing is a passion of mine. Obviously. I'm 18. A Leo. Out of highschool. I have the best friends EVER. I love them all. I'm easy to talk to and get along with unless you're extraordinarily annoying. I like most people and love to have conversations with random people. :) If you wanna talk hit me up. Or if you just appreciate my work, then I always love to hear that as well. Remember, I'm a leo. XD

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  • Current Residence: West Virginia
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: small/medium
  • Interests: Writing, reading, and many other things XD
  • Favourite movie: Moulin Rouge
  • Favourite band or musician: Blue OCtober, PATD, Spill Canvas, Evans Blue, Zebrahead, and much, much more!
  • Favourite genre of music: postgrunge/rock/punk/country
  • Favourite artist: Nicole Love
  • Favourite poet or writer: ...This is to broad of a question
  • Favourite style of art: realism
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: Zune
  • Wallpaper of choice: changes!
  • Skin of choice: my own thank you!
  • Favourite game: Urbz/WWE DOR/WWE SVR08/Sims2/TekkenS!!
  • Favourite gaming platform: Gamecube <3 [yeah..I\'m a loser]
  • Tools of the Trade: Paper...Bic .07 Lead Pencils

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*Ladyknight17 1 day 18 hours ago
I hope you'll forgive me if it takes me several trips to make it all the way through your gallery. Lol. I got mostly finished with the first page. Browsed through the rest. But have no fear! I shall return! Lovely work by the way! :D

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Thanks!
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*Ladyknight17 1 day 19 hours ago
Thanks again for another fave! :D :heart:

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=panKakes91 1 day 19 hours ago
:D

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"Reality is for those that can't imagine anything better."

>>>[link] [My portfolio] check it out please!
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*Ladyknight17 1 day 19 hours ago
Thank you for the fave!

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=panKakes91 1 day 19 hours ago
=) Beware. Expect more. lol

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*Ladyknight17 1 day 19 hours ago
Lol! Awesome!

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=panKakes91 1 day 19 hours ago
XD and don't think i'm just doing this to be nice,
really, you are VERY good. ^_^
I wouldn't say it if it wasn't true :)

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*Ladyknight17 1 day 19 hours ago
Lol. I believe you.

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Mood: Euphoric ~llunattica 1 day 22 hours ago
Hey tks for adding Dirty Dancing on your :+fav:!

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Mood: Joy =panKakes91 1 day 21 hours ago
you're more than welcome ^_^
it's like, tied with Moulin Rouge for being my favorite movie...

so thank you for the picture :XD:

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